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12th November: Fuckiest day

I had my last paper but i did not study for it.
It's my fault.

And i lost my phone. I left it in the exam hall, being a forgetful bitch i forgot to take it. I smartly left it on the floor. Shite.
Was it my fault?

I have'nt told my parents yet. hell NO.
Although my school is the best place for every future lawyers to be in but one of you is just plain pathetic. Fuck you.

So i made a new sim card. And i lost it after one day. Fuck. I should qualify for Guinness Book of Records.

Where is my mind? SILENCE

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Makeover

As you can see. This blog is under renovation. Based on few complaints from some of the readers, i did few makeovers especially on the template which does suit with the title now. Giraffe said 'nyal, choose something beach-y'. So i did after few bad choices. hahaha. Im not so urban and tehnology savvy but im not that bad. So snuggies, does my new blog look better now? hahaha. She hated my previous template so bad.

It seems to me that not only my blog needs a makeover, the author also needs emotionally makeovers all round! pfffftt.

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LAND

It's quite disheartening to watch your batchmates in the exam hall without you. and this loser is stuck with the prerequisite paper because he was unlucky to fail a paper which he has to pass in order to be admitted to the next paper. ive tried to apply to do it in this semester but the letter was rejected due to the "prerequisite" reason. pfft. and i was told by a coach "you want to do Land 2? Do you know what is RIN?" I kept quiet. ouch!#
#my priciple in studies is that whatever i read for finals, i'll forget once the finals is over.

Now i know what's RIN because ive studied it twice for goodness sake! To repeat a paper is no fun at all. It some sort of demoralised you and you'll be so pissed like me. Especially when you are a hardworking student and you studied like crazy but you still failed. That is just sad. More disappointing is when people have high expectations of you. dang.

Well. I blame myself maybe the study i did was'nt enough. Maybe.

In Law everyone is not safe. Failure is open to everyone. Although failure is not an option but it's a great teacher because its lessons burned into your system and made you want to be better. So it did to me, it has made me realize not to be in the comfort zone. Get out danial. Don't become like the cooked frog#
# i'll blog bout this some other time. It's a story which my dad had told me when i was younger

Today, it was the day where my batchmates fought with land. I was'nt there. But im happy to see giraffe# walked towards me with a confident smile after the fight. He made me proud because i tutored him based on my knowledge bout the freaking land in one night! im amazing! hahahaha.
he said " why did you fail land again?" I answered, " I don't know"
# you owe me shisha!

With 13.5 marks for my final assessment, i hope i don't fail the friggin paper for the second time. Fingers crossed. Help me god.

Hence, don't let yourself become failure's target because it is so depressing. Trust me.

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Thank you halloween

31st october: Halloween and my birthday

Halloween was fun for me. Not much of a celebration because of the finals but it was a memorable one. I was in the war room with the other 2 stooges, they sang to me birthday song and we imagined a bun as a cake. hahaha. The birthday wishes were so overwhelming and it's nice to see wishes coming into your fb wall and mobile. once a year experience. thank you.

My university loves me so much sampai for 2 successive years they gave me the best present ever: a final law paper#. Imagine youself straining your brain in the exam hall on your birthday! pffft. They never forget. thank you.
#criminal law paper was easy though. thank you god.

This post is dedicated to all my friends who've wished me and who're always there for me. I know you guys love me so much! Too many names to be mentioned here. Thank you

Special thanks to my machas: for the present and cake and bash# especially the tempoyak(holy cow)
# the bash was organized by bunch of people who love me so much and it was done after a nice dinner at fatty crab.

Im 21 now and i promise to change. puked.

a bucket of rotten tempoyak on my head. nice smell. thank you.

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unhappiness

I should be happy. Im young, alive and healthy. I eat well and i dont smoke. I have good friends. I have two perfectly intact parents-viz, dad a manager working in ipoh and mum with ambitions of being a painter. I am a solid member of the mid-mid class. My cgpa is two numbers higher than most people even realize it is possible for a cgpa to be in bachelor of laws. puked.
So why am i not happy? i have'nt been seeing someone? What is wrong with me? This confusion had shocked my system. This had the effect of bringing forward the unhappy me in due time! So the best chance for me is stop studying. Im not happy. I need fun! I need doraemon.

Anyway,

Fun to us when we strategized a new study plan which has more allocations for FUN:
shisha-risk-monopoly-foodhunting-hijack school's library and kindie-punching bag-karaoke-batting-yada yada
*kudos wingmen: giraffe and botak, we are fighters!

haha
This new plan would somehow make me happier but im still not happy. pfft. i detest finals.

Make my dreams come true
psst, i have watched 500days of summer. cool. the soundtracks are awesome!

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